i write, i climb, i love tattoos, space, and time travel. Try and keep up.
February 16, 2010
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stress is going to eat my intestines.
im freaking out.
its nighttime again.
im awake and i dont like it.
I’m crying.
I miss normality.
I miss my babylove.
I want to finally breathe without this big huge weight on my chest.
I want to feel so free and liberated.
Literally tonight i feel like the world is ending.
Nothing happened. Nothing bothered me.
Just all at once, all of a sudden, everything is too much.
I’m overheated and i just took a shower.
I lost my retainer and now im stressing about my teeth.
fuckk i just feel like a big mess.
somebody mop me up.
i need my love.
somebody please make it easier to breathe.
on a positive note.
scottsdale tomorrow.
pizza dinner with the family tomorrow night too.
